Friday, December 24, 2010

Hidden Emotions


Her smile,her frown
He didn't know which he preferred
She looked beautiful no matter what face she pulled
Her beauty definitely got his attention
But it was her personality that got his heart
He liked her, he wasn't certain how much
But he liked her...

She thought about him, a lot
More than she knew and she admitted
She couldn't define what they had and what they shared
Maybe it was a connection, or an infatuation
But it was certainly not just friendship...


His feelings for her have grown stronger
He has never felt this way about anyone
She intrigued him
Her honestly and openess startled him at first,
But he gradually grew to admire both
Her dark eyes had a depth and he just wanted to reach into her soul
And feel what she felt


His dimples were just accessories to his handsomeness
They were both completely different, but alike in more ways than one
They argued endlessly about what they both knew were facts that couldn't change
But just having him around gave her a sense of peace and tranquility


Now he had to stop himself
For all he knew he was falling for his teammate's girlfriend
This would really screw things up
But how could he stop
She was a bundle of things words could not describe


She still couldn't define it
Was she in love or was she imagining things?
he liked her, at least it looked that way
But he was hiding something
Should she tell him how she felt?
But that would be putting her feelings out there
What if he didn't share what she felt?
What if he was already seeing someone?
What if he wasn't ready for a relationship?
So many and too many "What if"s

Surprise is not what he felt
Neither was it excitement
It was a mixture of emotions wrapped up in one
He could burst with joy
Thanks to Johnny-Wonder nose for snooping around this time
How would he have ever guessed
There he was beating himself up
For letting her go and losing her to the team captain...


She still can't believe it!
He really thought he was her boyfriend!
Didn't he see the resemblance?
If only he had asked,
She wondered how differently things would have turned out
None of it mattered anymore
Now he was her's without a doubt
And she...
She was grateful to have two wonderful men in her life...
A handsome lover and
An adorable brother.


01.12.10

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Missing You... Much

When you are away,
All is grey,
The days go slowly,
And I am so lonely
Everything's a bore,
All I do is recall
The times we shared
How well I fared,
When you are away,
My thoughts are with you,
All that I do
Reflects it too
I wonder what you are doing
While I am here doodling
Your name on my sketchpad
And writing in my notepad
I miss you so much it hurts
And the pain makes me want to curse
Every minute you are away
But all I can do is watch them turn to days
I hope you come back soon
And turn my gloomy dusk to noon
And please, don't ever leave me again
'Cause my sanity, I may never regain